Flashback hits me like a matchstick striking the matchbox of memories. It soon ignited the initial memory of how the scammer try to build the trust and soon a matchstick was ignited. Followed by another a matchstick. I… Read more
A drop of hatred and anger spread across my heart. I am soon poisoned with anger and hatred. Flashback of past memories hit me. Paralysed with anger, I trod around the house like an old lady. I soon shut down. My brain… Read more
Why do I feel lonely? Do people feel lonely as well? Or is it just me alone? At the same time, I feel exceptionally weak and tired. Why do people have emotions? Does marriage solve loneliness and emptiness? Does… Read more
My head hurts, so does my heart. Why is there such a heart wrenching feeling that I am experiencing now? Soon, numbness invades gradually. Fatigue seems to be like waves crashing onto me as well. My mind begins to fog… Read more
Dear God, a surge of raw emotions crept out of nowhere as I was doing my household chores. Pain seemed like a sharp sword plunging into my chest and blood of regret, remorse, shame, guilt, anger and disappointment is… Read more
Heyyo!! I feel totally bad...very very bad and am here to vent everything duh! Where do I even start?! So far it hadn't been good and now it's too bad. What are you worried about you ask, I would say "what not to WORRY… Read more
Yesterday we decided to bomb the place after all. First, a spider jumped out and scared the shit out of me, and we have a lot of little flying bugs due to the humidity. We only had to be out for two hours, so we drove… Read more
I’m going to be sending my docs a message letting them know I’ve been doing well as far as anxiety goes and am starting just one 75 a week, with the rest being 88. While I’m at it, I’m going to mention the fatigue. I’ll… Read more