Loneliness - How do you face it ? How do you handle it?

Why do I feel lonely? Do people feel lonely as well? Or is it just me alone? At the same time, I feel exceptionally weak and tired. Why do people have emotions? Does marriage solve loneliness and emptiness? Does friendship solve it? Or what exactly can solve loneliness? I longed for intimacy and companionship yet I have witnessed and experienced the aloofness, emotionally detached or cunning people. Men are scary, isnt so? Do they really want to be with you or simply want something from you? Have I judged men severely based on the traumas and experiences that I have ? Perhaps. Most likely. I want to stand at the edge of the cliff, screaming all my disappointment, anger, bitterness and resentment towards those who have inflicted so much hurt on me. I hate them. I wish them dead. But I know these feelings are unfiltered ones that need to be surrender to God.

Prayers: Dear Heavenly Father, help me. Forgive me for harbouring such intense hatred, judgment, bitterness and anger towards those who hurt me so deeply. I surrender the messy emotions to You. Only You can fill the void in my heart. Only You can take away my loneliness. I lay hold of Your promise "No man shall be able to stand before you all the days of your life. Just as I was with Moses, so I will be with you. I will not leave you nor forsake you." -Joshua 1:5.
 

I choose to forgive those who hurt me. I release them into Your hands. Vindicate for me. I bless them and You heal my heart. Glue the smithereens of my heart with Your love. Help me O Lord. Bless me a good night sleep tonight , protect my heart and mind against the condemnation spirit and spirit of death. IN the most almighty name of Jesus Christ I pray