People Change.. Nothing is Permanent

Today I messaged to my ex to share about the things happening in my life as a friend. He is already married and his wife knows about us. He said he is free & called me.. I started speaking casually by asking about their well being...

We don't have the habit of speaking regularly but whenever something good / bad happens we share with each other. We always wish the best for each other.

Similarly, I messaged in the pursuit of sharing my worries, thoughts. All my other friends are busy, occupied with their own lives. But it came to my notice that his wife is not comfortable if he speaks with me even though she is aware that we are just good friends and nothing beyond that.

When she noticed that he is speaking with me she said that just like how she is sharing her worries with u even though as a friend .. Shall I do the same about u both talking to each other with others...

Honestly, I was shocked & couldn't process it for sometime. I was literally at loss of words with the understanding and immaturity I have noticed. I just felt bad, embarrassed at how people think about me. So I informed my ex that I am not gonna call again and disturb them in any situation.

Post sometime I realized that I am dejected, more depressed than embarrassed as he has been my close friend for almost a decade now. Now I think I lost a very good friend. May be if any girl is possessive about his guy would react in the same way I guess... 

It's hard to have a friend be it a girl or guy whom we can call at anytime of the day without any restrictions to share our feelings... I badly miss having a friend like that...