What in the world is going on?

Today, I woke up to a nightmare. Something was very off, and I couldn't quite put a finger on it. I started thinking about what kind of dream I had. But, I couldn't remember. It definitely must've been something terrible. 

A second later, I realized I had to come back to the reality. I have no job, and no motivation to study to get one. Anything I touch is turning into iron. I've given multiple interviews and none of them worked out for me. A recent job interview went very well. I was the only person (at least I think so) to go till the last round of interviews, but I am seeing some kind of reluctance from the employer as I need assistance with my Visa status. You see, I am an international student that needs a sponsorship from the employer. 

I do not know how people who are in the same boat as me are bagging great jobs. Even, they need the citizenships. I feel very weak and unlucky. Nothing seems to be working out and I ceased to stop thinking about it. It hurts when you know every bit of you worked hard, and wooed the interviewers with your skills, only to get a nay as you were not born in the right country.

Well, sucks to be me I guess.