Apr 12, 2024 · 1 min
Never ending cycle
I’m not sure why I allow myself to be hurt by you. You have this invisible power over me and I fucking hate it, why do I allow myself to succumb to this pain…
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10public stories
Apr 8, 2024 · 1 min
Yearning for what once was
I miss being in love…I miss being loved by you. I don’t know if you genuinely loved me, I doubt it but I like to believe you did. I was so madly in love with…
Oct 23, 2023 · 1 min
Start anew
I really don’t have much to say, but I’ve decided to go no contact with my family and increase my therapy session to once a week. I’ve also started taking…
Oct 9, 2023 · 1 min
Unavailable
We were never really together, it was just a facade but during the brief time I had you in my life I felt alive. I hadn’t been happy in a long time and you…
Oct 8, 2023 · 1 min
Attachment issues
I thought I was over you… I truly did. I started eating again, I stopped rereading our messages wondering where I went wrong or what I could’ve did to stop you…
Sep 11, 2023 · 1 min
Heres to 22
Well it’s officially my birthday and I couldn’t be more sad. I only have myself to celebrate with. I have no contact with my family and it’s not like they…
Aug 21, 2023 · 1 min
Day 25
It’s been 25 days since we last spoke. I know my last message to you said pretend I don’t exist and that you were my biggest heartbreak which is true, but…
Aug 20, 2023 · 1 min
I miss you
Everyday I tell myself I’ll be okay and that I don’t miss you but the more I lie to myself the more it hurts. The love I had for you burned brighter than a…
Aug 14, 2023 · 2 min
My greatest heartbreak
You broke me completely but yet I still long for you. I can be doing random activities and my mind would drift to memories of you or how you made me feel and…
Aug 14, 2023 · 1 min
My inner turmoil
I’m not really sure what to say or how to even start but I guess I’ll just go for it. I’ve been struggling recently with how my life has been and what I’ve…