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Adulthood sucks
Adulthood sucks
I still remember when I was a child I always thought about growing up. Now, I am 21, a young, lazy, or seemingly useless…
Reading Dostoevsky
Reading Dostoevsky
I was reading Dostoevsky and he is right in saying that utopia is bad. What we, as humans are moving towards is not what…
Anal Game
Anal Game
My teacher showed me so much today and we played a game that let me pump my butt so much with my brush. It was really ha…
Day 25
Day 25
It’s been 25 days since we last spoke. I know my last message to you said pretend I don’t exist and that you were my big…
I miss you
I miss you
Everyday I tell myself I’ll be okay and that I don’t miss you but the more I lie to myself the more it hurts. The love I…
My greatest heartbreak
My greatest heartbreak
You broke me completely but yet I still long for you. I can be doing random activities and my mind would drift to memori…

My inner turmoil
I’m not really sure what to say or how to even start but I guess I’ll just go for it. I’ve been struggling recently with…
whispers
whispers
Stretched like a mountainGalloping wild like a horseBeware of the shadowsThey lurk in the darkThe promise beheld in thei…
spring
spring
flowers blooming in my garden but spring is still not here
Next Life
Next Life
The wind was painfully blowing, making sounds like someone's sorrow is being chanted. Low mourns were coming from the an…
messages unsent to my ex
messages unsent to my ex
how are you okay? im falling apart.
messages i would send to you but no contact for now
messages i would send to you but no contact for now
i dont think i can do this. i cant think of a future without you. i dont want a future without you. i can wait. i can wa…
after relationship therapy
after relationship therapy
my therapy session just ended and i feel good. my (ex)girlfriend just recently broke up with me because she felt like sh…
A video that brought me to tears
A video that brought me to tears
An American black who defied all odds and was the only one graduated from Navy Seal School and the other armies departme…
Vengeance is mine , says the Lord
Vengeance is mine , says the Lord
I was listening to youtube podcasts on living life simply. Certain people's lives sharing stirred up the deepest feeling…
Release the anger, hatred and bitterness to You
Release the anger, hatred and bitterness to You
Dear Heavenly Father, I surrender my hatred, anger, frustrations and bitterness towards my mom to You. I dont want …
Heartfelt prayers
Heartfelt prayers
Dear Heavenly Father,I thank You in advance for period to come in July as I have missed June. I pray that the hormones i…
10:30 ,June 17th, Saturday , 2023
10:30 ,June 17th, Saturday , 2023
This is around 3 years later from my original date of last writing(last successful writing if i say so). Back then I sta…
1 May 23'
1 May 23'
Hey x,In recent months, I've developed a habit of reading the newspaper as a change of pace in my daily routine as well …

Life is a movie
A thought came to my mind today that i havent watched a movie for a long time, i should watch one. But then i thought i …
I dont want to live anymore.
I dont want to live anymore.
I am done. I have broken a heart. I eat,sleep,masturbate, and repeat. And do nothing more. I am a disappointment fo…