At the dentist
I had a dentist appointment today and she said I needed a RCT treatment and it needs two sittings. I have had bad experiences with dentists before, Almost swallowed a whole cotton ball and it got stuck in my throat, the dentist had to shove her hand in my mouth to get it out (0/10) experience, but this time was different. it was manageable even though i gagged like thrice.
but the issue is this whole time I was so nervous that i wanted to throw up and cry and all I wanted to do was to text you. God knows how hard i was trying to hold back from messaging. i wanted you by my side, to hold my hand and comfort me. i just wanted to hear you for once but i kept holding myself back because i promised myself to not bother you with my worries. I wish i could just reach out to you.
My next appointment is on the upcoming thursday, hopefully its less painful and scary than today, and I hope I miss you a little less.
On the positive note i get to eat lots of ice cream, its a different thing that i’m unable to swallow anything for the time being BAHAHAHAH
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I hope it gets better for you and for me whenever I need to go to the dentist I always put on a earbud and listen to music and try to breathe through it. maybe it might help you.