feeling is weird
🖤i don’t know how to be normal and how to have nice things without being me and being greedy. i want so desperately, but it’s not mine to want. am i overthinking? maybe. but i know it’s not what i want it to be, and… Read more
🖤i don’t know how to be normal and how to have nice things without being me and being greedy. i want so desperately, but it’s not mine to want. am i overthinking? maybe. but i know it’s not what i want it to be, and… Read more
I don't really know where to start, but I'm sorry for the typos. I rewatched The Perks of Being a Wallflower, and it reminded me of how strongly I relate to Charlie. And I don't like that feeling too much. It's too… Read more
In 2004, I came to Noida, to study. In 2007, got a job. I had another level of struggles then. Poor finances, rented accommodation… Now in 2026, I’m standing on same situation. My finances are draining, again in rented… Read more
I was coming from my home, in train. I met an old friend, who was also coming to the same city. He got a new job there. He was my school friend. We met, talk about life, and then in respective coach. I was going through… Read more
And into the forest I go, to lose my mind and gain my soul.— Anonymous
There's a kind of hurt that doesn't cry or scream it just quietly rewrites who you are.— Anonymous
I had a dentist appointment today and she said I needed a RCT treatment and it needs two sittings. I have had bad experiences with dentists before, Almost swallowed a whole cotton ball and it got stuck in my throat, the… Read more
Is so crazy how fast life goes by and we don’t do anything to change the way we are. I got baptized a year ago and it feels like it was just yesterday! I have a year of empty promises, no routine, and a lonely heart… Read more
"The last time I walked through it, I didn't know it would be the last time." Years have passed since I saw that old glass door that since that use to get stuck and screech once it was opened or easy with a little rock… Read more

Why is it that in relationships they are always some empty promises or promises that will always be broken and I feel like all of this makes me feel like I am better off alone then with a man that won’t fulfill his… Read more
I feel nothing but I feel everything all at once that even the sky feels the weight of my worries and when it does it will not truly understand how painful everything can be, but when everyone pretends to be okay but… Read more

Hard to share feelings, when your partner start judging you in whatever you share.— Anonymous
Stop Complaining. Say, I'm Good— Anonymous
Expectations, Always Hurt— Anonymous
Ever since I fell sick, I’ve become afraid of dying. To think that there was a time death felt like an escape and today I’m scared of it. But it shows that my life has changed in ways where now i have things and people… Read more