Yesterday, I came to know that RJ is leaving. I felt relieved, with mixed feelings. This single man has destroyed PS's team single handedly. I can count people who left the company just because of him. I too, left the… Read more
Yesterday we decided to bomb the place after all. First, a spider jumped out and scared the shit out of me, and we have a lot of little flying bugs due to the humidity. We only had to be out for two hours, so we drove… Read more
I’m going to be sending my docs a message letting them know I’ve been doing well as far as anxiety goes and am starting just one 75 a week, with the rest being 88. While I’m at it, I’m going to mention the fatigue. I’ll… Read more
So today, I wish I could look back one day to still analyse the misery of my life. I assume I'm in a tunnel hoping to see the light at its end, as usually said. I'm lost with no-one which makes it look like I got… Read more
OK, I give up. I give up! I totally surrender to whatever the fuck has been cursing my sleep. No more trying to soundproof the bedroom. It's totally hopeless. No matter where we live, no matter what we do, things always… Read more
I was up for 19.5 hours and only slept for 6.5 hours, so I'm having another tired day. My God, I am so, so fucking sick of this shit! Why can't I just have fucking energy most days instead of some days?! OMG, am I… Read more
I noticed that the pic I included in my last post appeared to be squashed. So now I'm testing a landscape pic instead of a portrait pic and seeing if it looks better. Read more
Just sitting here missing Aly. Maybe some people would say that I shouldn’t since she wasn’t always very honest with me and didn’t value the friendship as much as I did. For a while, it was like that, but I’m pretty… Read more
It's sad to hear reports of protesters fighting for basic human rights getting plowed by vehicles instead of the scum that started this shit. I keep hoping to hear of at least some of the trash being taken out, but of… Read more