Hope to see the light at the end of the tunnel.

So today, I wish I could look back one day to still analyse the misery of my life.

I assume I'm in a tunnel hoping to see the light at its end, as usually said.

I'm lost with no-one which makes it look like I got dropped from the heaven like in those films of terminators we watched while growing up 

It's not as if I have no family needless to remind myself my mother is no more, but everyone seems distant, yes, indeed they are. I'm not the emotional type and I'm not overthinking, I just hope this blurry life of mine will be crystal clear one day.