Everything Everywhere All At Once

I dont know where to start, im sad and happy and free.

this relationship is draining me

but why am i so obsessed in proving that i am enough?

i kept forgiving , i always try to make sense of everything

with their bullshit behavior

who is taking care of me if all i do is take care of him and think of him .

i gave my all to someone who treated me like a door mat