How shedding old skin and letting go feels like .

So,from past few days I am having some troubles with my boyfriend ,he is'nt texting me whenever i say lets talk all i get is i will text you later ,later ,will tell you later ,i do not like his female friends they played a great part in it .I try to focus on my stuff but its really difficult how do i explain it to my friends ,my parents what am i going thru ,i just let it and i have decided its not meant for me ,I am not meant for this superficial romance , either their is something that touches my depth or rather nothing in between ,i have decided from today onward,I am surrendring my life to god .I will let him draw it for me all i can do is have faith and put my work in my life .

So,hereby i longer identify my older versions its a shedding skin whih i can see ,someone who use to exist but now all it is just a person with same name same face ,yet different .

I forgive myself ,I hope everyone every single person who was part of my life is directed towards their highest forms and may god bless everyone .

The universe is awesome ,so am I.