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You chose to live the way you do. I chose to “attempt” to love you through your mess. I realized very early on that i di…

We were never really together, it was just a facade but during the brief time I had you in my life I felt alive. I hadn’…

Yesterday i cried. Yet again. I am going to be 32 soon and i haven't married yet. The pressure and influx of thoughts of…

I thought I was over you… I truly did. I started eating again, I stopped rereading our messages wondering where I went w…

I have tried hard all my life to break free. But I don't know what I need to break free from. I have always been scared.…

Well it’s officially my birthday and I couldn’t be more sad. I only have myself to celebrate with. I have no contact wit…

I still remember when I was a child I always thought about growing up. Now, I am 21, a young, lazy, or seemingly useless…

I was reading Dostoevsky and he is right in saying that utopia is bad. What we, as humans are moving towards is not what…

My teacher showed me so much today and we played a game that let me pump my butt so much with my brush. It was really ha…

It’s been 25 days since we last spoke. I know my last message to you said pretend I don’t exist and that you were my big…

Everyday I tell myself I’ll be okay and that I don’t miss you but the more I lie to myself the more it hurts. The love I…

You broke me completely but yet I still long for you. I can be doing random activities and my mind would drift to memori…

I’m not really sure what to say or how to even start but I guess I’ll just go for it. I’ve been struggling recently with…

Stretched like a mountainGalloping wild like a horseBeware of the shadowsThey lurk in the darkThe promise beheld in thei…

flowers blooming in my garden but spring is still not here

The wind was painfully blowing, making sounds like someone's sorrow is being chanted. Low mourns were coming from the an…

how are you okay? im falling apart. 

i dont think i can do this. i cant think of a future without you. i dont want a future without you. i can wait. i can wa…

my therapy session just ended and i feel good. my (ex)girlfriend just recently broke up with me because she felt like sh…

An American black who defied all odds and was the only one graduated from Navy Seal School and the other armies departme…

I was listening to youtube podcasts on living life simply. Certain people's lives sharing stirred up the deepest feeling…