I’m not sure why I allow myself to be hurt by you. You have this invisible power over me and I fucking hate it, why do I allow myself to succumb to this pain. I don’t wanna cry over you anymore. You’ll apologize and… Read more
I miss being in love…I miss being loved by you. I don’t know if you genuinely loved me, I doubt it but I like to believe you did. I was so madly in love with you; one might say I was hopelessly devoted to you. I’m not… Read more
HOLA! Hey! It's my first time writing an online journal and sharing my thoughts, my feelings in a public platform. I'll try to be as honest as I can be with my feelings. So today is my first day of writing a journal and… Read more
At this point… I just can’t go around in circles anymore. And this stain of my mom and the reality of my parents again is glaring. Of course I am now miserable again because every day is torture. And its reminder of… Read more
I woke up with the thought of Sonam Wangchuk's days long fasting protest in Ladakh….Not sure If I was dreaming about that but the first conscious thought on waking up in morning today was that !…..I was feeling a rage… Read more
Today I messaged to my ex to share about the things happening in my life as a friend. He is already married and his wife knows about us. He said he is free & called me.. I started speaking casually by asking about their… Read more
I have been thinking to journal since long , but the procrastinator that I am, always managed to distract myself into something else, be it social media dopamine dose or work that appear as urgent but not really… Read more
Hi, This is my first sharing about my thoughts online. I don't know how to express myself clearly. Right now my thoughts are scattered.. don't know if my perspective is right or wrong. It's been few years of our… Read more
Just getting used to this. Thinking of where I am going to share and compile some personal things. Considering how much I type a day, no matter how long it is, it will be a blip in comparison. I am processing the things… Read more
I like to think that almost everyone has done things they are ashamed to admit. Well, so have I. But is it really wrong to do those things when you don't have any other option. If you want someone to leave your life and… Read more