The waves of sorrow subsided. Perhaps it is the pressure of work drowns it out. Perhaps the listening of love experts and best friends starts to kick in. I shall continue to surrender my feelings towards him to God and… Read more
I regret that I contacted him on New Year's day. I lost sleep that very night. I had a rollercoaster of emotions today as well. I wrote an email in the morning to pray for him and wished him all the best. I specifically… Read more
I booked a ticket for Drishyam-2. I wanted to watch this. I went alone for the movie, in theatre. It was feeling awkward in theatre. But, I enjoyed a lot. The movie was really awesome. In 2nd half, when the suspense… Read more
I recently took a new dedicated server. I did talk to lot of vendors. Finally, I did settle for one. It cost around 70K for an year. It was a costly one, but with dedicated one I hope to get good performance. As soon as… Read more
The wave of sorrow hits me out of nowhere. Numbness soon followed. I miss him. My buddy asked me why do I like him? He has nothing under his name. I didnt even see him physically. Not even once. It is all online. She… Read more
I didnt sleep much after chatting with him. It is like a scab that was recovering so so well and out of weakness and out of loneliness, I opened his email on New Year's day. I decided to download the Hello Talk app… Read more
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Iu48MjczUXw 0:10I have had a burden on my heart for 0:12those who have felt like so much time in 0:14their life has been wasted in waiting 0:17years and decades have gone past without… Read more
Flashback hits me like a matchstick striking the matchbox of memories. It soon ignited the initial memory of how the scammer try to build the trust and soon a matchstick was ignited. Followed by another a matchstick. I… Read more
A drop of hatred and anger spread across my heart. I am soon poisoned with anger and hatred. Flashback of past memories hit me. Paralysed with anger, I trod around the house like an old lady. I soon shut down. My brain… Read more
Why do I feel lonely? Do people feel lonely as well? Or is it just me alone? At the same time, I feel exceptionally weak and tired. Why do people have emotions? Does marriage solve loneliness and emptiness? Does… Read more
