My head hurts, so does my heart. Why is there such a heart wrenching feeling that I am experiencing now? Soon, numbness invades gradually. Fatigue seems to be like waves crashing onto me as well. My mind begins to fog… Read more
Dear God, a surge of raw emotions crept out of nowhere as I was doing my household chores. Pain seemed like a sharp sword plunging into my chest and blood of regret, remorse, shame, guilt, anger and disappointment is… Read more
二十大之前，老家的朋友讲，很多家长连小朋友的补课费都交着困难了。二十大开好，可能会渐渐躺平吧，不然没法办了。 二十大开好了，老家封了，社区防疫的主任讲，路上不能有人！很多小区大门都封死了，有甚者还上电焊，哎。 爷爷生病住院，医院当然是封了，轻症的病人都被赶回家去了，能不能回家要跟社区报备，让回去才能回去。 医院的人也得吃饭啊，就一个食堂，说是排队打饭要2,3个小时。… Read more
来到这，也许是平日里的忙活周而复始，像时钟一样旋转着，然而有闲停下来又不知道该做点什么，可以长久做下去且能想着去做的事情。 写点字吧，写给自己，甚至乎遇到有相同点的人儿，不奢望吧，或者说谈不上有这个希望。 Read more
https://www.lifeintext.com/journals/my-decision-to-leave Since I've applied to another team. I was almost ready to go there. I was winding up my work, doing KTs to others. Butttttt Here in Adobe, hiring got freezed. And… Read more
Yesterday was full busy day! 5:45 - Wake up. Went for milk. Did not get it, as bufallo's calf drank all milk :) 6:10 - Came back. Got ready, took bath. 6:40 - Time to awake kids, get ready/bath Bhavika I could get time… Read more
Today is mom's birthday. I've gifted her a new mobile phone. Her every phone was given by me :) I think its her 4th-5th phone. It looked good. I got a good deal on flipkart. Read more
I'm realizing that this time its dead now. I'm completely broken from inside. I'm feeling trapped by her family. I see, even if I raise my voice. or I try to resolve the issue by a get-together of my parents, her… Read more