I cried yesterday as I texted Joanne, pouring out my guilt, shame and condemnation on how my parents selflessly sacrifice themselves for me. My mom moved into a room full of stocks and I can finally have my own space. I… Read more
Recently listen a podcast which describes thick and thin desires that every person has. Thick desires are those which we want from deep within without any external influence, while thin desires are things which we want… Read more
It has been a long while since I pen my thoughts. I felt indignant. I just bought the new tingkat , washed and waiting for it to dry and use. It looks nice, shiny and beautiful. The next day I saw my mom chucking the… Read more
Is it okay to tell you that I miss our deep conversations, even if you're no longer mine? What we had was not only romantic relationship, but we created an amazing friendship together. All the emotions that we shared… Read more
I am 27, but I feel like I'm looking older. I am supposed to go to the office today. I already put on my makeup (just a little bit cos I just started to do makeup in this past few days), dressed up, then lied to call in… Read more
Either you don't invite people to your functions, or if you are inviting people, then invite them well. I have encountered many situations where its kind of problematic situation whether to go or not. The other person… Read more
Although, this is my hobby project, and I'm thinking of going ahead in this. Today, I bought another name: lifeinreel.com I have some ideas in this space. Lets see. Read more
Our compatibility is the talk of our relation since the begining. Our thinking do not match to even 1%. It feels very suffocating in talking to her. She is repeating her old habit of being in angry mode out of nowhere… Read more
When I see most people around me I feel that they are much better than me. I am not being self deprecating here. I have started an online diary hoping that it would give me a reprieve from reality and I don't care how… Read more
I need help. I need affirmations from my parents, godparents and my close friends. I just need tender loving care. I am thankful for great O level successes yesterday. But I am experiencing extreme fatigue. God, help… Read more